five to go :)

Hello :) today is 24th january 2011.
which means 5 days more, this time 7pm, i'll be on a plane flying from singapore to medan.
oh, just how i can't wait for that!
but the problem is i'll have a whole day in singapore since my perth-singapore flight is midnight so i'll arrive in Changi airport at 6am. sighh.
wondering what should i do in singapore :/
and another problem is i'll have final exam right before i go back and i don't have any mood to study at all. all i think now is go home go home go home :(
but still, have to study. can't afford failing.
maybe i'll hit my head to wall if i fail. won't be able to stand the guiltiness.
so... have to off now! off to watch TV. hahaha.
i know. i know. i don't suppose to watch TV, but it can't be helped. i love this drama!
i promise will study after that and whole day tomorrow. promise! X(

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sad happy ending

This is a song that i won't skip everytime my itouch plays it.
This song remains unchanged as my berry's ringtone.
This song will always be one of my favourites.

a quick 6 mins

my parent is traditional and oriental type who think 17th is still too early for their daughter to have boyfriend; will always ask who their children go out with, who are the friends, and end up with 'be careful' and 'don't get home too late'; not allow their children to go clubbing; will scold you if they hear dirty word comes out from your mouth; strictly teach you to behave politely if meet seniors; see rice as a compulsory for lunch and dinner.

i just had a call with my dad, and as usual he asked me what did i have for dinner.
i hate when he asked this question especially now when my aunt is not home (which means nobody cooks; oh yeah, i'm terrible in cooking ;p) but can't lie to him so i honestly answered 'bread'. as i said before, my parent sees rice as a compulsory for lunch and dinner, so in their opinion, bread is not enough for dinner.
when i answered him, i thought he will, as usual, say 'haiyah, only bread? it won't make you full, go get something else!'
but i only heard a chuckle. a sad chuckle.

the way i am

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.

I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.

Same goes for true love.

I Believe....
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life..

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them..

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe....
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....
That even when you think you have no more to give, when
A friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything.'

happy new year :)

so it's 2011 already. i really hope this year will be better than 2010.
but today, the first day of 2011, i can't feel any happiness.
i'm in pain. and 80% of the pain comes from bloody mosquito's bites!!
i got like 10 mosquito bites! all of them swell like balloons and they hurt! and so itchy!
i hate mosquitoes! i hate insects! i don't even disturb them, why they have to give me such pain?! i know they have to live by sucking blood and i really don't mind let them suck my blood, it won't kill me so who cares! but why they have to make my arm, leg swell, hurt, and itchy like this?? i'm not exaggerating okay.
let me show you what have these horrible, filthy insects done to me!

can you see how big the swell? X'(

disgusting right. uhuhuhu Y.Y

and there're more than 10 bites, smaller ones, this is the biggest one.
can you tell me how i can still happy with such pain?