you know, there's always a small conversation with friends that you will remember for the rest of you life, even though it's just a meaningless chit-chat and nobody remembers to have that conversation but you.
i remember my friends ever talked about what type of boys suits us the most. hahaha well, typically girls talk.
so my friends mentioned the types that they think suit each of us the most, but they stopped at me for quite long time. they can't think what type of guys suits me the most, they looked at my face and their brows curled. then, one of them, angel i believe, said she thinks my type will be the one that really really loves me, 100%, inside out.
that time, i didn't understand why they think like that and only thought that's good, who doesn't want being loved 100% right?
but now i understand. i'm a hard one.
i don't open my heart easily. i don't give my love easily. i don't care much.
i'm selfish, moody, and easily changed. the last one really is true, i change like weather.
i'm a coward, i don't like responsibility, i hate facing serious problems, hate letting people down and disappoint them so i hide the truth.
man.. i'm awful! if i'm a guy i won't fall in love with me. haha..
feel sorry for you who ever liked and like me.
this is just the way i am.
i remember my friends ever talked about what type of boys suits us the most. hahaha well, typically girls talk.
so my friends mentioned the types that they think suit each of us the most, but they stopped at me for quite long time. they can't think what type of guys suits me the most, they looked at my face and their brows curled. then, one of them, angel i believe, said she thinks my type will be the one that really really loves me, 100%, inside out.
that time, i didn't understand why they think like that and only thought that's good, who doesn't want being loved 100% right?
but now i understand. i'm a hard one.
i don't open my heart easily. i don't give my love easily. i don't care much.
i'm selfish, moody, and easily changed. the last one really is true, i change like weather.
i'm a coward, i don't like responsibility, i hate facing serious problems, hate letting people down and disappoint them so i hide the truth.
man.. i'm awful! if i'm a guy i won't fall in love with me. haha..
feel sorry for you who ever liked and like me.
this is just the way i am.
Hi, Dewi
ReplyDeleteBeen a while since the last time i visit here :)
That's a wise friend you got there i guess
But you know that's what she said then
Weather change, Season change and People change
what you might be then, may not be the you now
even though you might think otherwise
well... that's if you ever felt to change :)
Anyway, Glad that you are back to you blog again ;)
-S-
hahaha thanks for reading my boring blog :)
ReplyDeletewell, of course i've ever thought of changing. but it's not easy to change personality isn't it?
Hahaha... suit my Boring life i guess? :p
ReplyDeleteanyway i enjoy the song and movie you share
downloading "How i met your mother" right now from season 1-5 hahaha
thanks to you lol xD
Change of personality it's though
i know 2 condition where people can change their personality
1. When they are faced with lost, great loss of someone they care about, or any other type of loss.
2. They change because of someone else, change because of a reason and commitment they want to make (usually after a loss as well :p)
well... all of us are trying our best to live our life :)
some people says, just go with the flow, if it's your time to change
you will change, so be glad of what you are now
and go watch more movie and laugh through the journey of life xD
PS: wish the movie to be downloaded faster, will be my past time movie when i had my holiday back in indonesia :3
-S-
hahaha glad u like them :)
ReplyDeleteyeah, i feel comfortable for being what i am now.. if the change of personality really can be done in those conditions u said then i better just be myself now. i don't want to face great loss :p hahaha