element of freedom

and the day came
when the risk it took
to remain tight and closed in the bud
was more painful
than the risk it took to bloom.

this is the element of freedom

-Alicia Keys


always ♥ alicia keys~

disappointed :(

i'm so disappointed at myself :(

think i've done good but actually i'm not.
just now, my kfc friend told me that she got high distinction in all subjects when she was in CIC just like by snapping fingers. she said college is way easier than uni.
i hate myself to have thought that i'm doing great already.
well, i can't be like her because i only got credit pass for my CIB, but i'll try to get the rest subjects HD. 5 subjects more. hope i can do it.

but i'm so lazy lately, only two weeks left 'till final exam and i haven't studied anything yet :(
and i'm getting fatter too, which means uglier.
aaahhh!! i know i have to do something rather than complaining!
okay! i'll off to study now!
all the best for me. and you too :)

ah, by the way, i just find out one reason to stay in perth forever which purely comes from me, not like other reasons which because of somebody else.
the reason is simply the night sky here. the stars. the moon.
and my wish is someday i can sleep on the grass with my lover, watching the starry night, chatting, joking, hugging. that will be the best :)

anywayyy.. here're some silly pics of my lovely lil' cousin XD

yeah, he's wearing my cloth. lol. i asked him to wear it when i was tidying my closet. and he really wore it. he is just so lovable! :D

well, it'll be not fair if i only upload his silly pics, so i upload mine too :p

don't ask what i'm doing. because i don't know too hahaa

i know i look so stupid and ugly here, but sometime it's alright showing others our ugly side :p
well, need to study for HD. i'm not as smart as she who can get it just by snapping fingers.
okay then. bonsoir people.
have a nice weekend :)

aftershock

yuhuu.. it's really been ages since the last time i watched movie
and yesterday i just watched aftershock. a really good movie.
the story is about the life of a family after the earthquake in tang shan (a city in china) in 1976 if i'm not mistaken.
this earthquake has forced a mother to choose between her daughter or son's life :(
because the rescue team only can save one at the time. this is a sad story.
and i admit i cried when i watched this. you just can't believe how big is a mother's love.
well, the effect is not as good as hollywood's one but it's really worth watching! trust me!
here's the trailer. this is really a must watch movie guys. you'll value your life more after watch this :)

liar+loser=lesbian

two types of men that i hate the most: liars and losers
men that lie just to save their face or what-they-say pride, are suck.
well, no offense, but i think you guys are cowards, why don't you just admit what you've done??
if you think that women will like your lies, you're totally wrong!
well, maybe some women-like rihanna maybe-like it, regarding her single love the way you lie -.- but seriously men, most of women hate it!
so wake up! you don't look cool when you lie, you look like cowards!
for me, man looks cool when he admits what he has done either right or wrong, and if it's wrong, tries to fix it, not by saying 'ah, that's not my fault!' that's so gay men!
what i mean by loser here is like men that can't stand by their own feet and keep relying on their parents.
c'mon, your parents want to rely on you someday, you can't rely on them forever, so grow up! be a man!
and also, those men who point on women when the question 'who will do this?' being asked, i think is so gay! well, i know nowadays people don't difference between man and woman, and i don't like to be discriminated because of gender too. but, you know, i still want to rely on man okay! since when does the world change to men relies on women?? :(
well, this one is dedicated to somebody i know. hope he reads my blog :p
how if the man is a liar and loser too? well, i'd rather become a lesbian than marry him
i think most women will be like me, so if there're many losers and liars out there, the amount of lesbian women will increase. hahahaha.
so guys, if you're a loser or a liar or maybe both of them, please CHANGE!
believe me.
please don't be offended. i'm not being mean or rude or whatever.
i can't difference between mean and rude you know? hahaha i think they both have same meaning :p

well, that's it.
i want to post this since i know a liar+loser man, but keep forgetting :p
ciao guys :)

hell hasn't over yet

my first post for september!
it's quite awhile since the last time i update my blog eh
just busy these days, you know, classic reason, assignments :(
anyway, the assignment period has over, all assignments are done :D
and i've got most of the results and kinda satisfied with them :)
but hell has not over yet, still have final exam waiting at the end of this month :(
i suck at final exam! mainly because there's time limit in exam!
2 hours to write 2 essays or things like that, and i can't finish it!
told you i'm a slow person :(
hope i can do well this time though, because i screwed in CIB exam last time :'(
well, after all the assignments finish, me and yuka, my best group member from management assignment went out and had shopping :D
and i bought this!

i want this hat for like weeks ago, and now i finally bought it! :D


tee-hee ^^ gonna wear it tomorrow..
okay then, gonna off now..
bonsoir people :)
have a nice weekend!