a big slap on my face

When one loves somebody, everything is clear - where to go, what to do - it all takes care of itself and one doesn't have to ask anybody about anything.

- Maxim Gorky

♥ my first handmade cake ♥

i made chocolate molten cake today! :D
got the recipe from my girl stella lowis
well, it didn't turn out as well as i expected, the thin chocolate which supposed to be coming out when you bite it doesn't come out :(
quiet disappointing, but the kids said it's still delicious hehehe
and i realize it's not a lie when i ate my second one, yeah, it's delicious :)
well, even the cake doesn't turn out like stella's-which looks so good, and of course, because she is an expert in patisserie ;)- it's acceptable since this is my first time making a cake like this hehee hope i can do better next time :)

stella's :d

fresh from the oven :D

mine is like ugly duck compared to stella's :(


autumn is coming :D
the street is filled with yellowish brown leaves now
i like it! XD


and i like the sound when i stepped on the leaves :D



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Pissed off!

i'm so angry and offended!
who the hell is tht people think tht people is?! saying people stupid and act like the smartest and wisest people in the world!! always insult people and think it's funny?! God! i hate people like this! sighh!
i don't wanna think about it anymore, just make me grow old quicker :/
just hope tht people can stop insulting others like this and act down to earth, i doubt it though
tht people is too smug, can't be helped anymore, ckckck

well, found this cool pics in the website but i've forgot the address

what a beautiful wedding dress! i wanna have wedding dress like this too! :D

i like this pic so much! i think the pose is so cool!

happy is when you die and go to heaven, so do charity more, help people. this is the meaning i got when i saw this pic :)


well, i wanna watch new moon with kids now hehehe
wanna forget this annoying thing soon, hope edward and jacob can help me :p

byee, have a happy weekend all!



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bye assignments! :D

today i have finished all my assignments for this semester!
so happy! i did all well i think hehehe :) *smug
well, there's still a final exam though, hope i do it well also
wish me luck guys! :D
so this morning at 8.30am, to be specific, haha, i had group presentation,
and we were the first group to present. Lucky us! :p
well, at first, i'm very very nervous, never expect i will do well,
i'm not a confident person u know :(
but, when it's my turn to speak, actually it's not that scary, and i think i did pretty well.
well, that's my thinking, i don't know what Jocelyn-my lecturer-thinks. :/
even she said all the good things like "you guys have set a very high standard for other group to surpass", and "well done" and "very professional"
but i still don't think she will give us high distinction :/
well, everything is past. stop thinking 'bout it!
i have done my best and if the result is bad, i'll accept it gracefully! (hope i really can ;p)

okay then, i wanna share the pics from today's presentation, i'm wearing formal, and everybody said i look like a successful business woman! :D well, that's a lie hahaha xp

this is what i look like today, and i wore a simple 3cm black high heels :)

this is De'Mwafiwi consultancy! from the right, william heng (CEO), mwaba mulonga (Managing director), fini phan (public relations manager), and me (Human resources manager) XD


the girls!:)

with the funny fini hahaha :D

with the coolest CEO-who wore blink blink tie-william lol ^^V



ah, and my third sister has graduated! i don't know what's her title, but congratz tot (this is the way i call her, and i've forgot why i call her so)! :D

my sister and mom :D miss 'em so much!


now i wanna sleep! not feel well because my gums is swollen :(
maybe because i ate too many chocolate.
okay then, good night everybody!
let's end today with a smile and start tomorrow with brighter smile :)

always forget people's faults and remember their kindness, this will make your life better

i learn this quote from my chinese school.
i know it's very hard to approach, but let's try together :)



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Sad memories

today, for some reasons, all the sad memories come out to my head
sad memories that i wish i can forget
sad memories that always draw my tears
sad memories that cut my heart so deep and hit my soul
my life line palmistry reading that i had on facebook is so true:

"There were some restrictions on you in your childhood in school/home"


everytime i look back to those memories, i understand that hard life is inevitable
and when you've tired of all the cryings, you will start to laugh at the bad things that come out in the future
every problem will have its remedy
and it's decided by yourself
so i hope i have chosen the right remedy to my problem
i will try to not regret it even i know i will
maybe i'm the stupidest person in the world
maybe i'll be scorned by everybody
but i think i've made the best decision regarding the situation now

good luck to myself

and good night to all of you

In God's hands

Keep repeating this song lately,

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had

-Nelly Furtado